Current version: 1st(26 Jun 2025)
Since I enjoying weeping alone so much, I'm so glad that I finally made a sad song that can make me weep so much :)

Current version: 1st(29 Jun 2025)
Some are so stuck in the past that they'd want a time machine to relive their good memories and rewrite their bad ones, but all they can do is to make use of the present to create their futures :)

Current version: 1st(10 Jul 2025)
When you think that your lives are mostly out of your control for a long time, you'll likely feel that you're probably beyond redemption, as long as you often keep forcing yourselves to control everything about you so hard :(

Current version: 1st(13 Jul 2025)
If you become useless to everyone else around you, you can end up as a used up goner being thrown into a rubbish bin, and then they might just forget everything about you forever T_T

Current version: 1st(27 Jul 2025)
When none of what you do so far ever works at all, you'll tend to feel that you can never get anything right forever, but doing nothing for the rest of your lives isn't an option either X(

Current version: 1st(6 Aug 2025)
If you keep unintentionally hurting those around you, you might consider isolating yourselves from everyone else until you die, assuming that it's even possible to begin with QAQ

Current version: 2nd(13 Aug 2025)
When you were consistently going nowhere for so long that now you probably will constantly have nowhere to go, but you've to go to somewhere fast no matter what, you'll likely feel more and more trapped until you won't even know what to do anymore :(

Current version: 1st(13 Aug 2025)
When all your efforts are futile and you become pessimistic, the outside world will probably "encourage and recommend" you to feel good no matter what, but once this unsustainably toxic positivity burns out, you'll likely face an even worse despair X(

2nd Version -
- Added chords(mainly about Strings)
- Fixed melody inconsistencies at 0:50 and 2:15
- Enhanced the force of the double emphasis from 1:35 to 2:07
- Some other minor fixes

2nd Version -
- Enlarged the chord effects from 0:48 - 2:56
- Enhanced the force of the triple emphasis from 1:53 to 2:32
- Lengthened and strengthened the closure at the very end
- Some other minor fixes

Current version: 1st(17 Aug 2025)
If you keep resisting externally and struggling internally but never managed to have any useful results for anyone, then it's time to think about surrendering yourselves and wait for the worst to happen to you T_T

Current version: 1st(20 Aug 2025)
When you're more and more empty inside day by day, it's like some parasites eating your internals bit by bit, until you're so rotten to the core that you can't hold yourselves together anymore :(