What's up, RMers?

[Ahzoh]

@Ahzoh : Thanks for the suggestions, not really sure those names really suit her well though. Then again, every name I try to come up with sounds like a "white girl" name, so perhaps I'm over-thinking this @_@

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Aside from some minor edits to the new girl, it's been an unproductive night, absolutely irritated, nine hours have got me NOWHERE. Insecurities are starting to set in as tutorials seems to explain a lot of the what and none of the why, so tomorrow is going to be a quest to make sense of this mess. No matter how informative the documentation may be, can't seem to find an author whom treats it with the same elegance and finesse as Why the Poignant Stiff did in his Ruby lessons.

Maybe I need to become Why the Poignant Stiff in the Java universe, the SephirothSpawn of Oracle. o.o

I've tried to give up, really, but I'm too damn stubborn to do so when it comes to decades old goals and desires. Even when receiving an oral exam from the woman I married, my mind is like "This is awesome, but hurry the hell up with it, you've got work to attend to."

I dunno when I see the character portrait, looks like an "Nneka" to me.

also.. you sound like a lost cause...